Sugar Daddy Diary

I have to admit, that at first I started this blog and wrote my book “Sugar Daddy Diary” on Amazon as part of self analysis and therapy of sorts. I now feel quite relaxed and the party monster I was trying to tame by becoming a sugar daddy has been sated. In the years since I started this blog it became my little diary and a ‘friend’ where I would go tell some deep secrets I never told anyone else. Most of the people I met (with some notable) exceptions, over the course of a lifetime, will become just blips, over time. I do remember each and every single one of them. But just as I was temporary in their young lives, in the same way they were just a little wave that went by in mine. And  a few seconds later the surface of the water is exactly how it was before the wave showed up. Other people pay real good money for therapy. I used this blog as mine. I am so relaxed that I don’t feel the need to write anything anymore. Maybe just make a movie or a play out of it, but I am basically done. Or did I just became too boring? I can honestly say there is no one I want to sit across a table and have dinner or drinks with. There was one that kinda dissapointed me but such is life.  In the end the only thing that matters is how we decide to live and how we choose to interpret the experiences we have lived through

Here is another random story for you:  I was contacted, when I first started this sugar dating, by this lady and we started talknig, having a nice conversation about a variety of topics.  Then at some point I asked her age and she said 20.  I responded that is a bit young for me and I would feel creepy. For the record I have only been with very very few  women of that age, my preference being womean 25+.  So I told her that.  And then she turns around and says: ‘But I’ll turn 21 in a couple of months!’  Go figuh….

I had an old friend once called Joanna.  Quite beautiful in her early thirties.  She emailed one day and said ‘You know David I don’t like the recent movement to make men and boys look bad, like they are a problem to society and should be just pushed aside. I am a feminist but this is starting to get out of hand.I want MEN. I want to be taken care of sometimes. I like it when someone holds the door for me at a restaurant. I like  a hug and I like to hold someone by the hand. And I also like dick!’

Ok….Well said Johanna. I usually don’t like to make social or political commentary on this blog, but I think that my old friends comment covers a  lot of bases. Just thought I mention that