WTF did I do…

If you live long enough you will have done a lot of things, good as well as bad.
Where to start…Well, I came to realize that a married man (or woman for that matter) can’t have divided loyalties no matter how skilled they think they are in walking that fine line. I always liked probing the gray areas..risk taker I guess. This one backfired. I thought I could handle it but I couldn’t, and I managed to piss off a special lady in a big way. All the ‘sorry’ can’t fix anything anymore. I imagine her walking around the streets of Manhattan by herself. At least, until she finds someone else. I hope she finds someone nice, or at least a situation that is not as complicated as ours was.
Next time, if there is a next time, I will not fall for anyone. Last time I said that it was nearly 20 years ago. Will I say the same thing in 20 years. Argh I will be oooold.

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One Response to WTF did I do…

  1. DowntownLASD says:

    Love makes the arrangement so much more meaningful. Just realize that it’s a different kind of love — not the love of “I want to be with you forever,” but the love of “I’m so happy you’re in my life and I want to enjoy you for as long as it makes sense.” Subtle, but one has a boundary and one doesn’t.

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