Downtown LA SD asked why was I so hung up on her even though she was so much younger. Well, she once told me I was her soulmate. I believe that was indeed the case because I felt it as well. Even when I tried to leave she would come after me and not let me leave. I think it’s fair to say that Downtown and I have met our fair share of individuals. How many of those would come after us when we tried to break it up? Not many, I bet. They would just complain a little bit and then let it go. College literally came after me. Even after we had a break for a few days she would get back in touch. And she was so sweet I couldn’t stay away. She was real and never pretended she liked me. Men may seem stupid, but we know right way when someone is faking their interest just to get in our wallets, c’mon (the oldest trick in the book). Her emotions were true. If this came from a 30 year old I would be suspicious. In her case she was so young and not jaded, it was all real and you could just tell by body language, facial expressions, the way she described things. So when I told her ‘I will never meet anyone like you’ I was 100% serious and I meant it. Hence all the blogs about her. She even wrote me 2 love letters (handwritten!). I think only one person in my entire life had done that before, and that was ages ago.
In the end, it was little things that ended it. And to top it all off: I walked into my building and ran into an acquaintance of the family: ‘Be careful my friend, I saw you talking to a young girl on 10th street. So be careful that’s my neighborhood’. I was totally embarrassed. Never been so embarrassed in my entire life!! WTF? My excuses about ‘my assistant’ were a bit hollow, even though I do have assistants. This in addition to the other times when folks from work saw me and thought she was my daughter!
Anyways, I hope in the future, as she is starting her real life now, she will exercise good judgment and only hang out with quality people. ‘I wanted you to see me become someone’ she told me once. He He He, I WILL Google her in a few years to see what she became.