Let’s just say that since I am not single I don’t usually wake up next to different people each week. I have been waking up next to one person for some time now. Over the years though there have been a couple of exceptions, and Serena was one of them. That was last year. Since then nothing else. Even as a younger person I never really liked waking up with someone in my arms I have to admit. I did on occasion, but in general I felt somewhat vulnerable whenever I did. And their comments, like ‘oh you are so cute when you sleep, like a little child’ etc etc… And then in the sugar world, like one SB told me once: ‘You can’t wake next to someone, that would be too personal’. Although I admit that with Serena we had several sleepovers and they all felt natural, likely because she knew almost everything about me already.
I admit there is one young individual I have been thinking about, where I wonder what it would be like